Always Love. Nada Surf.

Happy day after Valentine's! I hope everyones was full of love.

First off I would just like to express my immense gratitude to all my friends and family for always being there. I LOVE YOU more than anything in the world.

Today we had a retreat. It wasn't as bad as expected. I actually like O'Haras masses, the music is what keeps me entertained. And as long as Rossi doesnt give the homily, I'm good.

JULIA GOT HER LISCENSE.
CASEY IMED HER.
She is freaking out...


Uh, yeah there is nothing to talk about at all.
MUCH LOVE,
Jackie.

P.S. I need a prom date?? SHIT.

Carcinogen Crush. AFI

Hola. Que Pasa?
Yeah.. enough of that. How are you. I'm stressing so I decided to blog. Got a lot to do this week mannnn. Haven't talked to someone in quite some time and its kinda bothering me.. but that could be because we have only one class together.. hopefully its not for another reason. And no, Roe, not you.. duh...
What is new? Not much actually.....
Hot physics guy is still very hot haha.

Friday went to Scarletts.. what else would you expect. I should upload pictures.. like.. alot.. haha. Sorry Roe I still owe you the shitty dodgeball pics I took. I'll get around to it as soon as I get around to wrapping your present... ahhhh..

Saturday everyone came here and raided my record collection.
And Kelly also stole like 10 of my cds. Ahh well.

I always log on here thinking I'm going to write something profound.. and then.. no. I die.

Hmm.. I'll make a list of songs to listen to..
1. Band of Horses- The Funeral
2. Keane- Atlantic
3. Jimi Hendrix- All Along the Watchtower
4. The Crystal Method- Weapons of Mass Distortion
5. Cobra Starship- My Moves are White (White Hot, That Is)
6.



Ahh.. I fucking suck. Julia just texted me. I borrowed her calculator last night and forgot to put it back in her purse. She had to borrow someone elses for her Physics test today, but all the equations were in hers.. she failed the one part. WHY DO I SUCK? God damn.

The World Has Its Shine (But I Would Drop It On A Dime). Cobra Starship

Mental Health Day.
I stayed home. Slept a while. It was nice. I thought alot. Thats the worst part about having free time. I tend to think too much. Mostly about whether decisions I made/have to make are/were right. Oye vey.
I woke up around 9:30. Ate some cheeriossss. Watched St. Elmo's Fire.

Billy: Jules, y'know, honey... this isn't real. You know what it is? It's St. Elmo's Fire. Electric flashes of light that appear in dark skies out of nowhere. Sailors would guide entire journeys by it, but the joke was on them... there was no fire. There wasn't even a St. Elmo. They made it up. They made it up because they thought they needed it to keep them going when times got tough, just like you're making up all of this. We're all going through this. It's our time at the edge.

What an awesome quote. Its too bad that, scientifically speaking, that entire speech is incorrect, but I'm willing to ignore that if you are.
Typical 80s teen movie. I love it.

Then after watching that, I went upstairs, and did some history homework while listening to the Frays album. Which by the way, I forgot how depressing that thing is. After like the first song its all downhill. But its okay because its amazing.

Bob called not long after that and picked me up. I went to my moms and did some more homework before watching Clerks.

Coroner: My only question is how did she come to have sex with the dead guy?
Dante Hicks: She thought it was me.
Coroner: What kind of convenience store do you run here?

Oh yes. This is a must see. Just two guys goofing off at a store, and the one bitches the whole time about how he was supposed to be off that day.

Randal Graves: Oh what, what's with you, man? You haven't said anything for like twenty minutes. What the hell's you're problem?
Dante Hicks: This life.
Randal Graves: This life?
Dante Hicks: Why do I have this life?
Randal Graves: Have some chips, you'll feel better.
Dante Hicks: I'm stuck in this pit, working for less than a slave wages. Working on my day off, the goddamn steel shutters are closed, I deal with every backward ass fuck on the planet. I smell like shoe polish. My ex-girlfriend is catatonic after fucking a dead guy. And my present girlfriend has suck 36 dicks.
Randal Graves: 37.

Oh well. my connection is lost. hopefully this will post?
Any way i have to get back to more homework. JOY!


Stay cool.
Jackiieeee.

Vienna. The Fray

Well. I did it. It was hard and it sucked, but I did it. For once I decided to put myself first. I just hope he can forgive me. I don't want it to be weird again, but believe me it would have been weirder if I had given in. I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't do it again.

I love my friends who have stood by my decision even though I look like a douchebag.