In Bloom. Nirvana

So.
Hows it going?

Well, I just finished the new love of my life book, Twilight.
It was amazing. Thanks Steph.
Complicated love story.
I can't decide if it is happy or sad.
I really want to go read the sequel.
Sigh....
Why doesn't an Edward Cullen really exist?


Anyway.
I got in a fight with Jesse today. Many fights acutally.
GAHHHH!
I really don't think he gets that he acts like an idiot alot.
I'm just too afraid to tell him.

Anyway.
He just does stupid stuff.. like I don't know throw a water bottle at me.
And yeah.. it hurt.
And the best part is he apologized.
He was like 'I'm sorry if I hurt you.'
NO YOU'RE NOT.
You wouldn't have thrown it at me in the first place...... *$^#&*&!

Gah.
Julia is at soph right now.
So are Scarlett and Sarah.
I'm at home.. writing to no one.



Byeeeeeeeeee.

Midnight Sun. AFI

by the way.
i got to talking about this poem at lunch.
its my favorite.. and no one has ever heard of it!
what a sad thing it is not to know charles baudelaire!

DE PROFUNDIS CLAMAVI- Out of the Depths Have I Cried

O my sole love, I pray thee pity me
From out this dark gulf where my poor heart lies,
A barren world hemmed in by leaden skies
Where horror flies at night, and blasphemy.

For half the year the sickly sun is seen,
The other half thick night lies on the land,
A country bleaker than the polar strand;
No beasts, no brooks, nor any shred of green.

There never was a horror which surpassed
This icy sun's cold cruelty, and this vast
Night like primeval Chaos; would I were

Like the dumb brutes, who in a secret lair
Lie wrapt in stupid slumber for a space...
Time creeps at so burdensome a pace.

Rusted Wheel. Silversun Pickups

GAH.
havent really updated in awhile.
coming to you right now by way of extremely slow internet connection on my old computer.

so, whats new?
not much.
at the moment im burning some nirvana and bush cds, talking to steve, luke and jesse, and fighting a seriously crazy episode of hiccups.
ngghhhh.....

so.. have to do a speech for gardler.
eh.. decided to tell a blonde joke.
get it? ironic... seeing as im blonde!

well. steve wasnt very supportive of this idea.
he suggested that i let the class know a little more about myself...
oh.. i dont know like....


"hi. im jackie. im pale. i dont have friends. i have chronic bad breath. i watch women in bathrooms with hidden cameras. i love it when people cry, it pleases me. i like to collect spiders and mate them with cocker spaniels."

well, unfortunately i had to turn steve down, seeing as most people would probably begin to throw up blood and turn into werewolves after hearing that.....

so... this post is pretty pointless.
im only doing it because i promised roe id finally let her see.

speaking of roe..
did you know that in less than a month it will be her and russ' one year?
hollaaaaaa atcha.

my. life. is. empty.
yeah.. history is turning me into a mindless shell.
woot.
lately i feel like im just going through the motions.

FUCK HICCUPS!



sooooooo...
blaqk audio cometh.
im excited.

walk with me,
my one and only.

Wolf Like Me. TV on the Radio

Here are some top Fives..
because I'm Super Bored.

Top 5 Songs of the Week:
1. Across the Universe- Rufus Wainwright
2. either Now the World or Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)- AFI
3. Lazy Eye- Silversun Pickups
4. Wolf Like Me- TV on the Radio
5. Bike Scene- Taking Back Sunday

Top 5 Movies the Oscars Totally Made Me Want to See:
1. Pan's Labyrinth
2. Little Miss Sunshine
3. The Departed
4. Marie Antoinette
5. The Pursuit of Happiness

Top 5 Actors for Ladies to Mingle With:
1. Johnny Depp
2. Jake Gyllenhaal
3. Joseph Fiennes
4. Zach Braff
5. NOT Brad Pitt

Top 5 2007 Albums to Look Forward To:
1. Blaqk Audio
2. Tiger Army
3. Linkin Park
4. Rufus Wainwright
5. The Dear & Departed

Top 5 Classes
1. SARKEES
2. English
3. Bio.... now that the student teacher is here
4. Lunch
5. Math

asdfghjkl;
Yeah. Not much new in life.
Just bored and overrun with homework.
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Jackie
o_o

This is the Day. The The

^This is how I feel right now.

So... haven't updated in awhile.
Not that anyone view this...
Maybe I should put a link for this in my myspace.
Hmmm?

So.. not too much going on lately.
Wasn't in school today... didn't really feel like moving.

Julia and I were discussing our plans for Valentine's Day again... or rather our lack thereof.
GAH.
Its okay because I am a firm believer in the rumor that Valentine's Day was invented by Hallmark.

Wow. I really don't like to write these things.
I feel like I'm 5 and writing with a crayon.
My thoughts seem to run around today even more than usual.
Uh, let me think..
What have I done lately.
Okay.

Two weeks ago, Roe had her birthday party at Iceworks.. without first considering the fact that no one knows how to skate...
Naturally, I was the worst at it (and for some strange reason, I'm proud!)
I fell too many times to count.. and had some nasty bruises to prove it.
But altogether it was a spectacular event.
Tons of people... except Sam... who made it clear the next school day that he was very pissed.
He had the nerve to go up to Roe and say "Thanks for the token invitation."
Now there are two reasons why this is rude:

1)Get over it... she didn't invite you for a reason.

and most importantly.....

2)No one knows what you mean by saying that.
What is a token invitation?!

Whatever.

Nothing new other than that really.
Oh! And my 3 day weekend this past week.. SUCKED.
I was sick.. yet again.
But Friday was actually a little bit fun.

Case, Jul, Bob, my mom and I went out for Chinese.
Julia and Case were very loud and the waitress was definitely pissed.
Also, she kinda freaked when i refered to the Lo Mein as "Chow Mein"... whoops.
Maybe I'll have to get Amanda to explain the different meals to me.
After dinner, we went home and ...... played Guesstures.
Yes.. I really spent the night at home with my family... playing Guesstures.
But you really had to be there, I nearly peed my pants.
Case: bosom refers to boobs, not your ass

But other than that and homework.. this weekend was uneventful.
Sophmore year sucks.
And I'm cold.

Goodbye!

Good Day. The Dresden Dolls

So today was actually not bad.
Compared to yesterday's disaster, it was probably one of the better days I've had lately.

Oh, Sarkees told me my paper was 'beautiful. astonishing.'
I'll take that!

No point to this post....

Oh! I remember.
Despite the fact that 2006 has been over for more than half a month, I'll give you my top fives of the year.

Top 5 Albums of 2006:
1. The Decemberists- Crane Wife
2. AFI- Decemberunderground
3. Gnarls Barkley- St. Elsewhere
4. Taking Back Sunday- Louder Now
5. KT Tunstall- Eye to the Telescope

Top 5 Stupidest Famous People:
1. Any girls who decided that panties were optional.
2. George Bush....
3. Paris Hilton
4. Lindsay Lohan
5. Rosie O'Donnell

Top 5 Personal Moments:
1. Soph was cool.
2. Lifeguarding.
3. Seeing Lewis Black.
4. Nights out with the O'Harians.
5. Thanksgiving in Maine.

New Slang. The Shins

@^@%&@$%^!#%.
Today sucks..
First off my calculator is no more.. or so I think.
Not sure yet.
Secondly, mi proyecto was a disaster.
Thirdly, my cherished ipod earphones are to be buried soon. The funeral is this Friday... I'm comtemplating whether or not to miss school.

And Fourthly (is that even a word??)

Jesse vs. Rosie
STUPIDEST #@$%&@$ fight ever.
GODDDDD.
Well I can't really take a side, because truthfully it was both their fault, even if Jesse refuses to believe so.

But secretly, I'm pulling for my girl, Roe...
Shhh... don't tell.





Gold teeth and a curse for this town,
Are all in my mouth
Only I don't know how
They got out, dear.