A Single Second. AFI

I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.

So yeah. Life=stressful beyond belief.
The first track is officially a "subculture."
We live for sleepless nights and endless studying.
To all those people who say "I could be in first track/AP its easy."..... well.. up yours!

Besides this nonsense.. good news for Roe.
On MLK Jr. Day, we are having some service thing sponsored by Maab(?) paints. Roe was picked to do the article.. they say it could be her "big break."
And of course the person to tell her was the Greek god of all teachers, Mr. Cook.
All she could no was nod and drool a little bit. But hey. I can't blame her.
So, she will have to INTERVIEW him.. wow. Weird..
"How does the texture of this paint feel!??!?"
Only us...

So, I should be getting back to the endless mound of shit that I have to do.
GAHHHHH!

I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist,
just disappear.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead.
Never have I felt so lost.
Memories dull my senses.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead.
Never have I felt so dead.